Dreams & Delusions…

Posts tagged “Thinking of You

Complex Paradox

When you feel so far,
When your words
Don’t seem real
When your glance slides away,
I feel small and unremarkable,
Disappointing and empty.

When you are not here,
When the dark
Feels so deep,
When I feel so much I can’t say,
I long to show you and be stripped
Of this panic,
This need and desire…
To be swept away.

I try to focus
On my life,
On everything I have
And am grateful for,
But, you are always
Distracting in my periphery…
Endlessly addictive and sensual,
Teasing treaturously.

Your distance is a paradox,
Leaves me in wonderment,
Of an adoration so complex…

~Antanya


Crowded in Busy Lists

I have so much to do-
All these lists
Keep filling my mind,
I’m not sure-
How do you find
A space
In this crowded brain?
I love you-
And it haunts me
All the same…

~Antanya