Dreams & Delusions…

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Complex Paradox

When you feel so far,
When your words
Don’t seem real
When your glance slides away,
I feel small and unremarkable,
Disappointing and empty.

When you are not here,
When the dark
Feels so deep,
When I feel so much I can’t say,
I long to show you and be stripped
Of this panic,
This need and desire…
To be swept away.

I try to focus
On my life,
On everything I have
And am grateful for,
But, you are always
Distracting in my periphery…
Endlessly addictive and sensual,
Teasing treaturously.

Your distance is a paradox,
Leaves me in wonderment,
Of an adoration so complex…

~Antanya


It

You said I wasn’t worth it…
He told me to stop talking about it.
I can’t stop thinking about it.
They say you’re not worth it.
I don’t believe it.
Do they say I’m not worth it?
Do you believe it?
It hurts.
This it…

~Antanya