Dreams & Delusions…

I talk to myself,⁣⁣
Because I know⁣⁣
I’m the only one⁣⁣
Who will listen.⁣⁣
⁣⁣
My throat⁣⁣
And my fingers ache,⁣⁣
Heavy with the words⁣⁣
I can’t seem to find-⁣⁣
I miss you⁣⁣
So fucking much.⁣⁣

I know that if we⁣⁣
Are truly connected,⁣⁣
You are never really gone…⁣⁣
I see your hand reaching for me,⁣⁣
But all I can do is bleed,⁣⁣
I hear you, calling,⁣⁣
But I can’t speak.⁣⁣

I swallow my feelings⁣⁣
In my dry throat⁣⁣
And wish that I could cry.⁣⁣
⁣⁣
I talk to myself,⁣⁣
Because I know⁣⁣
I’m the only one⁣⁣
Who will listen.⁣⁣

7 responses

  1. Heartbreakingly beautiful

    September 29, 2020 at 7:57 pm

  2. So beautiful and REAL!

    October 1, 2020 at 3:11 am

  3. e

    When the last tear is shed, and only the mirror will listen, pray it does not talk back, Poet…
    Your words are most felt, I hear you.

    e

    October 4, 2020 at 6:28 pm

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