Dreams & Delusions…

Wretched Lie

I don’t really know
How you feel,
And I keep telling myself
That is okay…
That I love you,
And it is enough,
That I still need to live
Like I can without you…
But, it feels like a lie.
Not a little one, either-
Not like the kind you
Tell someone you
Don’t want to hurt…
No, this is
The kind that hurts,
The kind that feels wrong
And wretched,
That leaves a nasty taste
On the back of my tongue…
But, I can’t seem to find the words,
Afraid it’s too late to ask,
And not knowing how…

~Antanya

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