Dreams & Delusions…

Fuck my Loneliness

How can I be so attached
To what I’ve never had?
The spirals of questions,
Unanswered
Surely driving me mad…
Tease me
With what I need,
Then leave me
Crawling, begging, grieving
My own greed…
Why engage these games?
When we both
Whisper each other’s names…
Do we?  Do you?…
I don’t even know
If this makes sense to you…
So, I keep it to myself
Because I’m not sure
You can help…
Even though
My dreams of you
Always do…

~Antanya

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5 responses

  1. Lisa

    Yeah! Fuck it! 🙂

    February 27, 2016 at 2:35 pm

    • Bleh. I’m not very enthusiastic today, but yeah…

      February 27, 2016 at 2:43 pm

      • Lisa

        I was sharing my enthusiasm. I made you a post on VH eeyore. 😉

        February 27, 2016 at 2:44 pm

      • Fuck. I am Eeyore… :/

        February 27, 2016 at 2:47 pm

      • Lisa

        :/ I found your tail. :):

        February 27, 2016 at 2:48 pm

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