Dreams & Delusions…

It

You said I wasn’t worth it…
He told me to stop talking about it.
I can’t stop thinking about it.
They say you’re not worth it.
I don’t believe it.
Do they say I’m not worth it?
Do you believe it?
It hurts.
This it…

~Antanya

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10 responses

  1. Hurts but has to be done ❤

    December 20, 2015 at 11:25 pm

  2. Lisa

    It always hurts. We get strong by carrying weight. He told us all to be quiet. And yes, “they” say “it’s” not worth it. But when have we ever given a shit what they say. It’s why WE are the best and they are they. I love you. ❤

    December 21, 2015 at 6:42 am

    • If we get strong by carrying weight, then I’m gearing up for something truly Epic! Sometimes it’s a blessing, sometimes it’s a curse to have such a good memory. Yes, don’t give a shit, just sick of being yanked on. Whoo! I love you, too. ❤

      December 21, 2015 at 10:12 am

      • Lisa

        I’m a little nervous. I never get nervous at the border. I’m always focused. It must be truly epic. ❤

        December 21, 2015 at 10:14 am

      • Maybe the nervousness is good… Reminds us to be cautious, even though our souls can be reckless, indeed.

        December 21, 2015 at 10:16 am

      • Lisa

        I did actually remind myself this morning of how foolish and careless I was before the accident. Stupid memory. But. You know, everything feels more substantial now if even a little more cautious than usual.

        December 21, 2015 at 10:18 am

      • I spent so much time blaming myself, but I’ve come to realize over the years that it wasn’t only my fault, that circumstances can be complex, and that is okay… It does hurt, but it reveals a lot about myself. I know myself better than most do because of the choices I’ve made and the life I’ve lived. I know that is a blessing, even when it doesn’t seem like one.

        December 21, 2015 at 10:24 am

      • Lisa

        I seriously had to read that three times. I could have written that word for word. I’m just letting that sink in for a minute. Mmmm feels like unity.

        December 21, 2015 at 10:27 am

      • Love you.❤

        December 21, 2015 at 10:28 am

      • Lisa

        Love you too. Very much. ❤

        December 21, 2015 at 10:28 am

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