Dreams & Delusions…

Archive for December, 2015

Fuck Logic

You bring me:
A feral joy,
A determinate hunger,
A terrific tension,
A passionate purpose…
An irrational inspiration
That I can’t ignore.
No matter the struggle,
You are the one-
I long for,
Fight for,
Adore.

 

~Antanya


Tell Me

This. ❤

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Tell me
even if it hurts.
Tell me
even if you think
the world might crumble
because you said it out loud.
Tell me
because chances are few
and true loves even fewer.
Tell me
because it matters,
because it’s true.
Tell me
even though you’re afraid
because fear is only an obstacle,
a barrier to truth.
Tell me
because I deserve to hear
and you deserve to speak.
Tell me
even if it’s
impossible,
inconceivable,
irrational
because it is
and that’s okay.
Tell me
because you can’t keep it in,
because it’s the only thing
you’ve ever wanted to say.
Tell me
because I have always told you.

~Patience

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Am I?

The sweet smile
That melts to sardonic smirk,
The light laughter
That heals the hurt…
The warm arms
That slip past,
The slow feeling
Speeding fast…
The deep, resonating breath
Where there was no air,
The smiling light of death
Tangled in your hair…

~Antanya


It

You said I wasn’t worth it…
He told me to stop talking about it.
I can’t stop thinking about it.
They say you’re not worth it.
I don’t believe it.
Do they say I’m not worth it?
Do you believe it?
It hurts.
This it…

~Antanya


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Blessed

Every time
I start to feel blessed,
A part of me
Is battening down,
Defensive…
Waiting for the disaster
To come and shatter
What’s left of my hope…
What would it be like,
To enjoy it without dismay?
Would I breathe, finally-
With a throat free
Of this rope?

~Antanya


Mystery (Let it Be)

Beautiful mystery-

Wondrous emotion
Divulges deep dreams
In silent screams

Mysterious beauty-

We converge
My heart purrs
Wordless whispers

 

~Antanya


Soul Sex

Cold caress-
Chilling my arms

Shivers slithering-
Down my spine

Warmth wrapping-
Around my core

Torturous tingles-
Between my hips

Spirals slipping-
Circling my toes

Gliding grasps-
Gripping my thighs

Salacious slaps-
Striking my ass

Sliding strokes-
Under my soul

~Antanya


Labyrinthine Solace

Walking a labyrinth of trees,
The ancient giants whisper to me:
“We are broken, we are whole…
We know the secrets of your soul…”
Those who throw me over the edge,
Don’t realize, I need no ledge
To cling to…
I found comfort in the healing sound-
Dark whispers of the stones,
Humming in the ground…
There is a darkness in earth, too-
Strength and power that renews…
A deep solace that rings true,
As my heart calls for you…

~Antanya


4:00 AM

4:00 AM, awake again…
I know why.
I close my eyes,
And it’s like…
I can feel your heat against my thighs,
Can you hear my whispers and sighs?
Do you feel my fingertips,
Your soul embracing mine…
Our hearts intertwine,
The deepest bliss, for you, to find-
Over and over again in my mind…

~Antanya


Tiny Refugees

Brown flurry,
Shooting past the window…
Bodies diving,
Wings streamlined,
Catching a break from the wind.
Flock of refugees,
I wish you well…
Shelter, soon.

~Antanya


Please…

Tell me.
Tell me how.
Tell me how to be with you.
Show me.
Show me now.
Show me now that you want me.
I do.
I do see.
I do see you reaching out for me.
I will.
I will love.
I will love you the way we both need.
First, I need you to-
Tell me.
Show me.

~Antanya


Cold Too Long

Throat hoarse from screaming,
Voice failing,
Falling to the floor…
Too weak to knock,
Praying, hoping
You will open the door…


Death’s Dark Devotion

The blood seeps through the page,
Eternal flood that transcends age…
Soul in an armored cage,
Hole in my heart, melancholy rage…
The sanguine comfort of death
Softly whispers, “I Love You…”
With its last ragged breath…