Dreams & Delusions…

Suffocated, Stifled, Silent

I feel suffocated by my own mind.
I want to tell you how I’m feeling,
But, I’m lost in confusion…
I don’t know
Which thoughts to express,
And which I need to discard.
So, I feel choked out, I stay silent.
I tell myself I don’t need to tell you,
But, the need for you becomes more violent.
I don’t want to cause you any more pain,
So, maybe it’s better if I stay quiet.
Even when it kills me,
Maybe, especially then…

~Antanya

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7 responses

  1. Reblogged this on Message in a Bottle and commented:
    Describes the way I feel right now perfectly … Thank you, Antanya for sharing.

    February 1, 2015 at 7:32 pm

    • Thank you for the reblog! Though, I can’t say I’m happy that you relate… Take care. ❤

      February 1, 2015 at 7:33 pm

  2. Hang in there. Keep writing!

    February 1, 2015 at 11:03 pm

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