Dreams & Delusions…

For E**** [Trigger Warning]

When she screamed, begged, and cried,
Did it make you feel big inside?
You said you loved her, you fucking lied…
She thought you would always be by her side.
How could you bring yourself to hurt her,
For your pleasure? Was it fun?
Her family contemplates murder…
Now, she’ll never feel safe,
she will grow to trust no one.
The memories will forever chafe…
She couldn’t even fight back,
You broke her innocent body.
I hope she survives this attack,
And you are killed, a sick nobody.
Unforgivable, in my parental mind,
You’re lower and dirtier than shit.
Someday, I hope, peace, she shall find,
The strength and love to get through it…

~Antanya

I realize this piece may be triggering, but it needed to be said, and I needed to get it out.

E**** is the name of the victim.  She’s only four years old.  My heart hurts.

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16 responses

  1. Beleaguered Servant

    Reblogged this on Their Own Manner of Devotion and commented:
    This is… heartbreaking.

    January 6, 2015 at 3:17 pm

  2. I understand why it needed to be said. I agree with you. It took courage to do so.
    Yu/stan/kema

    January 6, 2015 at 3:23 pm

  3. G’day Antanya,
    Some people just shouldn’t be, no clear thinking person would condem you for saying this,

    January 6, 2015 at 4:07 pm

  4. This one hits very close to my heart. As difficult as it is, thank you for saying it.

    January 6, 2015 at 4:11 pm

    • This is one of those things no one should have to relate to, but there are still so many who do. My heart hurts. *Hugs*

      January 6, 2015 at 4:15 pm

      • It is the reason I believe evil exists. There is no other word for it.

        January 6, 2015 at 4:19 pm

  5. Reblogged this on Insecurely Confident and commented:
    Because it needs to be heard.

    January 6, 2015 at 4:12 pm

  6. Reblogged this on The Migraine Chronicles and commented:
    Because it’s needs to be heard.

    January 6, 2015 at 4:16 pm

  7. Painfully honest and true.

    January 6, 2015 at 5:08 pm

  8. Stealing the innocence of a child is the worst crime. I empathize deeply with this.

    January 6, 2015 at 9:34 pm

    • Thank you. I agree. There is no amount of justice that will cancel it out, no way to undo the damage.

      January 6, 2015 at 9:40 pm

  9. Δαιμονία Νύμφη ₪ Νέμεσις

    January 8, 2015 at 1:57 pm

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