Dreams & Delusions…

Archive for November, 2014

Sempiternal- A collaboration

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We stand on the cliff and watch

A path set before us to operate

All eyes on us with confidence

Our skill is strong, tempestuous

Thunderheads rampage above us

The storm threatening to ravage

As we temper in the flame, intensify

We are survivors, warriors from within

Lost in the wind, only one way out

Fastened on the perennial breath

Demons dance on the borderline

No distractions, forward thrust

Time slows, as we flow in deadly grace

Dancing without fear through darkness

Keeping the shining horizon in view

As our spirit wolves lunge in attack

From opposite ends of the spectrum

We fly through the outer resistance

Never deviating from the target

We meet on the equinox in the spiral up

We streak brighter, further- burning souls

Passionately determined to meet our goals

Refined in intuition, glowing and light

As we brightly blur, away from the night

This is a collaboration with the lovely Lisa Ojanpera, from Underground Energy.Ā  I really enjoyed writing with her. This is my first collaboration. šŸ™‚


Falling Violently Short

My spirit feels your caress
Our love, still so resilient
My heart cries out in duress
It’s difficult to feel content
I want so much to express
My words fall short, I’m silent
What my mouth cannot confess
I’ve never felt this violent.

~Antanya


We are Real

I’m coming alive, shaking free
These sorrows that keep breaking me.
I feel your pull, stronger than before
Your heart and mind, I still adore.
I’m tired of feeling sick and hungry,
My eyes are opening, my heart can see
Your heart and soul, still within me.
Do you feel my heart, touching your soul?
Does it make you feel loved, content and whole?
I hope that you know I’m real,
That we still need each other,
Love to feel,
Hearts to heal…

~Antanya


Life

I’m keeping it together,
I’m falling apart.
I’m surviving the weather,
I’m back at the start.
Life drives us this way-
Past cycles of doubt…
Let go of the dismay,
It’s the only way out.

~Antanya


How Dare You?

How dare you,
Make me your scapegoat,
Blame my anxiety
For your lack of memory?
How dare you,
Make me feel inadequate
Because I struggle,
Take your frustration
Out on me,
Because you’re angry?
I feel alone
When you are no comfort,
Like I have no support.
I fall silent
In your disapproval,
When my soul is screaming,
My heart is weeping,
But, I seem stoic…
Alive,
Yet,
Dead.


Roots

Yes. Nailed it! šŸ˜‰


Eternal Gifts

The pull feels stronger than ever…

Through the Fog poetry

In the deep caverns of my soulā€¦
There is this longing,
A desire for an all-consuming flame,
A need for youā€¦

In the beginningā€¦
We were created,
Beautiful gifts for each other,
Though doomed from the start,
Our shining and shadowy souls intertwinedā€¦
For even the brightest light produces the darkest shadowā€¦
The light cannot be without the darkness,
As I cannot abide without youā€¦

In the endā€¦
We will be united,
Though a way has escaped us now,
Light and darkness will combineā€¦
The contrast between us will perish,
We will be as oneā€¦
The balance will be absolute,
And we will once again be unbrokenā€¦

So come to me once againā€¦
I will warm your frozen soulā€¦
We will rekindle the flames that burn so brightly,
No longer will they be smothered in doubt,
One day we will be freeā€¦

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Knowing

The weather is getting cold…
We still haven’t gotten old
My skin is not holding heat
Though my mind feels warm and sweet
Being aware of the love we share
Keeps me warm, knowing that you’re there.
…That you still care,
That my heart is still worthy to bear…

~Antanya


Crave

Today my mind is thick with you
Honestly, there’s nothing I’d rather do
Than let myself drift into you,
Melt as we become one, from two.

The thought of you is too much,
I’m lost, I need to feel your touch
My love for you has become such
A massive addiction, it’s too much.

Did you know, you’re all that I crave?
Deeply seductive, drawing you in my cave
Do you remember the hearts, the souls we gave?
I need to know if I’m still the heart, the soul you crave…

~Antanya


SLOW MOTION

Anxiety… This is how it feels, sometimes…

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Anxiety
Infects her thoughts
Holding her hostage
Screening and erasing
Her cries for help
Fear
Riddles her with angst
Constantly chastising
Rendering her helpless
To its mindless chatter
Irrationality
Hijacks her emotions
Running high speed
Full throttled attack
Beating her senseless
Depression
Sends in its battalion
Of whispering ants
Surrender this day
Throw it all away
Paranoia
Drops crazy into place
Absorbed by her mind
And she finds her space
As darkness descends
Dementia
Drapes its fog over her
And the voices stop
And the world slows
And the devil hits mute
Delusion
Descends in a misty veil
Angels dressed to the nines
Blurry and out of focus
Standing just beyond
Hallucination
Smilesā€¦
No, its upside down
Frowns
Its 8mm conspiracy
Hope
Appears; a commercial break
A smooth talking salesman
Speaking like a breeze
His voice vanishing time
Faith
Opens her mouth to speak
As the salesmanā€™s eyes
Find herā€¦

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Thoughts, or Songs?

Some should be respected,
As well as reflected…
Some should be rejected,
As well as ejected…
All are still parts, pieces of the whole.
Echo in our hearts, sound waves of the soul…

~Antanya


Inner Strength/Wavelength

This world is trying to break me…
Sometimes,
Breaking within IS breaking free.
This world can’t stop me
From being who I was meant to be…
Inside, I am burning.
This fate is still turning…
I’m at the edge once more,
Staggering, worse than before.
There is a way, my intuition
Has always been my religion.
I believe we will rise above,
As long as we don’t forget to love…
My love for you will transport me to any length.
Memories are infusing me with unnatural strength,
As we sync invisibly, on the same wavelength.

~Antanya


Rain and Memory

My heart is humming along
Listening to Autumn’s rain song
If loving and thinking of you is wrong
Then my road will be lonely and long…

I remember how we both love the rain
When I sit quiet, the memories flood again
The soft vulnerability of love, the agonizing pain
I’m hoping we won’t lose sight of the solace we gain…

Do you remember how we were there for each other?
How even a middle-of-the-night conversation wasn’t a bother?
…I miss the connection I’ve never had with another…

~Antanya


Lazy Fantasy

My mind feels rather hazy
My body is acting lazy
My heart is always crazy-
I’d like nothing more
Than to shut the door
Let clothes fall to the floor
…And cuddle, ’til it leads to more…

~Antanya


Be There…

Compassion, empathy, and love
Are warmest when holding hands…
Like people who care.
When emotions give you a shove,
I ache to be the one who understands…
Please, let me be there…

Stress, suppression, and pain
Should never be allowed…
To run their course.
My heart and soul sing our refrain
In these halls, hallowed…
You know, of course.
Please, say you’ll be there…

~Antanya


Obsessed

I hold myself, suppressed.
I’m still here, inside this mess.
I hurt myself, depressed.
I’m not satisfied, I confess.
I miss myself, repressed.
I’m not me, when I’m stressed.
I remember (You and I), obsessed.

~Antanya


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