Dreams & Delusions…

Chaos with no Support

This chaos is drowning me…
So many thoughts,
I can’t pick through them all-
My brain is
On shuffle
When I need to focus,
On repeat
When I need
To escape this.
When I start to scream,
You cover your ears.
How can you support me
Without listening to my fears?
You promised you would,
But were you sure you could?
You’re alienating me,
At least when I’m alone I’m free.
You hear what you don’t want to,
Then you tell me-
What to do,
How to feel…
Excuse me,
I’m a person,
I’m real,
I feel…

~Antanya

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