Dreams & Delusions…

Archive for January, 2014

A Long Time Ago, Now…

I’m not sure…
If I’m dying,
Or coming alive.
I do know, I’m trying,
Fighting to survive.
I see what I’ve gained,
I remember what I let go…
This love was attained
A long time ago…

We broke and suffered,
We twisted and turned,
While we loved one another,
Our hearts burned.

Our hearts linked,
Minds cannot forget,
Our thoughts synched,
Souls refuse to regret.

I’m not sure…
If I’m dying,
Or coming alive.
I do know, I’m trying,
Fighting to survive.
I see what I’ve gained,
I remember what I let go…
This love was attained
A long time ago…

~Antanya


I Feel You…

I know you come to read,
When your soul feels the need…
I need you to feel,
My soul needs to heal,
So come and read silently,
As I expose myself violently.
There was a time when you were there,
Now I question if you still care…
Though I know that you still do,
Or these words would be nothing to you.

~Antanya


Need a Break

Today I woke with a solid plan,
To do everything I can…
Things didn’t go as expected,
My previous thoughts rejected…
Stress and difficulty hit me
Like a shitstorm of negativity.
I’d like to be alone for a while,
To write and bleed it out until I can smile.

~Antanya


Sometimes…

Sometimes
We suffer to heal
Sometimes
Feelings are more real
Than experiences and situations…
Farewells become salutations…
Delusions become realizations…
Hindrances become motivations…

~Antanya